rescheduled!

i rescheduled the in-person interview while i was laying in bed this morning, it had to have been about 7 am. i assumed i didn't have anything going on wednesday because it's usually an open day for me. after i accepted the new interview time, i got out of bed to check just in case if i had anything going on at that time. i just had the video interview that i scheduled in THE AFTERNOON with the verizon retailer. so i luckily made a good judgment. i was just thinking about how much money i get from lyft a month and i tried to remember the days i'd be working for this particular job. i hope it isn't the job that i thought i remembered you were required to work 4 days and i don't remember how many hours- although i really wouldn't mind working that often, i'm not sure i have enough lyft money a month and my metro mobility card hasn't came in the mail yet. i don't remember how long ago i requested a new one because i couldn't find the one they sent me over a month ago. as much as i hate metro mobility- the past few times i've been forced to ride with them, they actually had nicer drivers (they weren't the old dicks who just drove as a part-time job while on social security).
i know i've wrote about this before on here, i would like to remind certain relatives.. i was NOT put on this earth to make my family members feel better about their lives. so if you figure if you don't support me- i'm too stupid and lazy to make things happen by myself because i have a TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY!.. no- i am a HUMAN also. i have goals and a life which isn't reserved to act like a damn stool to my family members who don't think they have to do the work to help themselves be truly happy, constructive, and successful. that goes for you mom AND amanda. you two are on the SAME levels when it comes to the amount of support and "care" you've given me. you both think alike.. you know what i was suggested to do yesterday? LET THEM. i know i have the book by mel robbins and i feel like i've read it a couple times. let them stay on the level they're at and i'm not communicating or going out of my way to associate with any of them if they can't be truly caring and helpful to me. i don't see any reason to allow people who have absolutely NOTHING going for themselves to cling to me- ESPECIALLY IF THEY AREN'T GOING TO HELP ME. you chose your spot. nice knowing you (not really.. i wouldn't look like a voodoo doll all sewed up from all the surgeries i had to have because of YOU).. go screw yourself.